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It's 6 52, January 17th, 2010 in route by just a continuation of the earlier note. I'm just sitting on the rooftop thinking, trying to find the value. Last couple my, I think it's really obvious what the value is, you know, from the book's perspective. I just don't know what the fuck to think.

I mean it, I don't think it's just the fact that, you know, we can't interact with

or that it feels like the same has just kind of been moving the pieces as he sees fit, which Greg has a point. He knows the culture best, but I don't know. It seems to just be assuming that

that

can't take the risk. And that it just ha that it's, it's hopeless. That is what it is. There's no hope that people can overcome anger right now, I guess.

So I saw and just thinking to myself, the wish I made was that I was wrong about all this, about being upset. But more importantly that I wish I knew why cause I just can't see it right now. I think the most,

I don't know, that conversation I had with Cliff and Peggy, they seemed to be convinced that there was something bigger than just their story. But Greg isn't interested. Sam isn't interested. I, I, I just don't want to be the fucking and honestly, I,

I guess.

I just don't wanna be in hospital. I don't want to be

my 2 cents and I mean, I don't get an opportunity to come to a rock very often. I know there's incredibly intense emotions surrounding this. I, I dunno if to think I worry, I'm thinking too much. I worry I'm not doing enough, but,

I just, I don't know what to do if, if all I'm here for is to just sit and listen and be a punching back. I mean, I haven't heard anything down. I haven't heard anything new. Nothing. I know everything that Americans have done. I probably know more than some of, Do you know local times people grant? I mean, yes.

They know what occurred to them.

So yeah, I, I, I wish that I I can, some have some way because all this.