20091221-2250

Sitting in HNL, not sure how to feel. Had a brief moment where I realized that soon I would be in another airport, offering my passport, not just my license. Didn't hit me too hard, but definitely had a bit of impact.

Kind of downtrodden because I lost Duke [MDiv] and Notre Dame (MTS - GRE score’s too low). School choices dropping like flies, wondering if reaching for the stars has become more like swatting at pests...

Mark Wilson (crossroads moderator) asked me on the me on the way over why I shot only for the prestigious schools, and for a minute, I asked myself the same question. God, I hope You're in this somehow; leading, not looking on.